Why Can’t I Let Go Of Ūla Venckus ?
Why do I keep on thinking of you? Why can’t I STOP and let myself be normal again from this world? I am fed up from those distance and withdrawal that you hold back against me. Why girl??? WHY??!! Can’t you just shown me a slight of who you really are made of for me. The amount of time that I put into that crazy love for us??? Was it all just a joke or nothing? Did you even Care to See if I was okay?? I GUESS NOT! You don’t care about me. You wanted to reject me and break me. And when you got what you got… I hope you finally find clarity that I am bruised from that disconnection that you put me thru. You don’t know how much I been bottling my feelings up and acted like I don’t care anymore about you. But why should I still care about you Ūla??? What makes you so important around my world that others couldn’t capture my heart like what you did. Why can’t you just shoot me and erase me completely from your world. Then you know Xena E...
